Going Deeper (Inside Strange Men)

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 I've always loved the sound of "sheathe," the verb... it's what it sounds like when someone who knows what they're doing and values their edged weapon makes, when you put your sword away. All the Kaaaaa-chiiing stuff you see in most of the popular depictions, the thing where it slides into something obviously metallic - that kills your sword. You have to sheathe it in leather inside, carefully oiled to keep the blade from rust, or in fabric made down into felt, so that it doesn't snag. That thing keeps you alive; you have to make sure it's comfortable and likes you.  Anyway. I played some more with the sheath - but in my own mouth this time. Holy fuck, I think it's practically the perfect twenty-whatever-dollar sex toy. Twenty-six fifty. It smashes fairly flat to go into a box with other "advanced" like the Lacrosse ball and the Whitehead gag. It's a hard-sided case so things don't get smashed. Anyway, it's fine for it to get co...

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 So.... I feel like I have this burning, autistic-focus kind of need to contact an important guy in the weird-real-sex-on-video world, because I was really impressed with one of his YouTube videos, and I want to link to it. And it makes me super anxious, because I feel like I'm inviting someone in to see my place, and I'm following one post about an EXTREMELY taboo role play game, with a post with almost no writing. I promise I have plenty of things to say - just this whole experience was so intense, it's hard to say a lot in the text, that I'm not saying in the video. I discuss all kinds of things, from tantra to piss, consent, taboos. But the majority of these posts, have a lot more writing and a lot less, proportionally, video.  A decade ago, Treasure Island released L.U.S.T. - Lost Unreleased Sex Tapes. I jerked off to Treasure Island a lot. I liked the frankness of the guys, the unashamed sexual intensity, the recognition that gays fuck hard and messy. And I like t...

WARNING: This is a race play role play session. That's his own hand, gripping the belt around his neck. This is a metaphor.  I have considered adding footnotes to this story, because there's some research in the writing... but I'll spare you.  I'm all about consent. Don't scroll down, if you don't want to read that kind of thing. Close the window.  I had SO much fun with Jimmy.  Jimmy is the beautiful, sensitive Black submissive who introduced me to race play. There's a lot of race play in this evening's events. I'm going to write Jimmy's part of the night out as a whole thing of its own, and if I get the chance, I'll write out the remaining hours, which were glorious in their own right, but Jimmy... Jimmy is special.  Rather than relate this evening in the usual narrative monologue, I'm going to start with a redacted narrative that I wrote as a fantasy role play scenario. The kind of Mary-Sue story where it's obvious THIS is my chara...