Going Deeper (Inside Strange Men)

I have a post in quarrantine. It's this HUGE post, with amazing video of a superlative good time, and a lot of insight into my autism and how my brain works. I had a bunch of videos that I didn't get post-processed.  I still haven't located the one where I make a well-documented but politically divisive comment, and I think that's what's causing the blog police to hold that post. I've made changes and requested a review. But, I don't remember if I put that bit of video in there, and I can't find which one it is. So that VERY long post is in limbo.  Ah, well. I saved a draft in word with all the links, I can rebuild him. I have the technology. Unless black-masked jack-booted thugs come in the night and break my fingers and my internet and send, DAMMIT, I'm not gonna go there again.  Anyway. This is partly a test baloon... to see if I'm able to post some of the video content, especially without the political comment.  Or if they've locked my ac...

This is another of those evenings where there's more that happened... but what I've got clear notes on, is the bits where I got video. Bolder has been playing around with this other gentleman who goes by Papa Bear and Cliff Douglas ; he's been in some video on his own, and I don't know what name he goes by there, but it was lovely to play along with someone who not only understands that it's fucking hot the things we do.... but also understands that I'm trying to capture particular things on video with good lighting and so you can see what's going on. Plus, he's got a beer-can cock and a fun attitude. Bolder is on BlueSky .  First, because this makes my weird little head buzz up the back like ASMR... the slow-mo of me slapping Bolder's ass.  We go through a variety of fun things that I want to get imagery of. Papa Bear is amused and laughs through a lot of it, which I love. Bolder whimpers and moans a lot, which I also love. Then I get distracted ask...

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This picks up where [ The First Part ] left off. Everybody kind of needed a break and a shower, so we go and do that. The beautiful Black soldier comes back to my room, and we play around - Dev is here, and Ezekiel tells us about his tattoos.  Two sexy twinks show up, and then a third, and things get really interesting.  Ezekiel  sniffs and licks my body, and then my pits. Then, he sucks my cock some more.  Much taking of turns. Much riding of Daddy's cock. I'm having an absolutely awesome time - and this curly-headed ex-military muscle twink goes down on me, and I grab his head and shove - and he pops right off, telling me that he's just scarfed down a honey bun from the desk's little store of snacks, and it's come back up. I offer to take him to the shower and fuck the rest of the honeybun out of his throat.  The camera gets stopped (at this point, one of the cute boys is holding it) and we talk for a moment about how this is RIGHT on the edge of what's too gr...

For those of y'all who were asking about how to support me on socials - I'm RubMyButch on BlueSky, and I don't do a lot else. That, and you're already reading the blog - but if you want to support me by re-blue-sky-whatevering my posts, I would be most grateful. The audience for this has been agonizingly slow-growing.  This is a little bit of an experiment - I sent this text mostly in chunks to Jimmy, who was thoroughly involved in the evening's debauchery, telling him the story as I was making my notes. I'm going to leave a lot of the original format in; it makes it a little rougher to read, but it also gives some insight into the writing process. It jumps around. It skips and doubles back. I understand the craft of writing; what I have here is not even an entire rough draft, it's chunking of the notes, which are then used to write the text. But my point is, this is how my brain works. I think this is how a number of autistic people's brains work, just...

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