An Inside Job

The video in this, looks like I spent all night long fucking Bolder in the throat... and, the thing is, there were six other guys who said they didn't want to be on video, and one SMOKING hot guy who didn't even want me to write about him... so it's a long night of amazing fuckery, but what you'll get to see, is him and me. You hear a couple of other guys, frequently a dude who stepped in, held the camera... and sometimes joined in. And I've got video that you don't get to see... but yeah. I'll just have to explain as I go along. 

This is going to be another of those where I drop the videos in and try to get them in narrative order, and then go back over the course of... Jeez, it'll probably be a few days - and fill in the explanations and the narratives that have no video. 

So - if you're getting this blog on a blogroll, you may want to visit the page to read, because it's gonna kind of grow in the telling. 

For all of you perverts who just want to jerk off to the weird throat-slime stuff... well, yeah, there's plenty of that. 

He starts out so cute and fluffy... he ends up so glassy-eyed, slack-jawed, and covered in slime.

So, we get a good warmup, and then it's time to wander. We walk through the second maze, see a couple of people, and then hit the sauna, where we find this *beautiful* pale-skinned, dark-haired boy who decides we look like fun. He moves like a dancer; every angle considered, his lean against the wall arranged with insouciant contrapposto. He sucks my dick, and he lets me push it all the way into his throat - which always makes me happy. I fuck his throat for a few strokes, and then I put Bolder on the bench next to him, and go back and forth between the two of them. It gets to be too hot, so I ask him to join us back at my room. He does. He's wearing a jockstrap - and he's totally not hard. I fondle him a little through the pouch, and ask if he wants his cock played with, or left alone. He wants it left alone, so we do. He enjoys sucking my dick, and Bolder's dick - but what he really wants, is to get fucked. I put him on his belly on the bed, and begin opening his tight smooth ass. He looks more like an elf than a twink - I praise his fine bones and his elegant movement, and he surprises me when he says he's 28 - I guessed him for twenty. We end up talking a lot about consent - he keeps exhibiting the kind of start-and-stop behavior that sometimes means a guy isn't comfortable in a situation - and I wish I'd recorded the sound, because I know we said a lot of interesting things that I can't remember because penis. Clearly a lot of this weirdness is new to him. 

After probably fifteen minutes, he's getting kind of antsy, and I recommend that we all go shower and maybe he can catch up with us later. He seems keen for that, but I don't see him again for the rest of the night. 

We go clean up, and wander around some more. 

When I say consciousness play - I'm deliberately playing (and he's playing as well) with his level of consciousness, in this one by controlling his breath. 

I kind of like it when the autism shows in my voice. It means that something is so intense, it has overflowed my buffer; my authentic self flashes a fin. It's rare. I have never talked like this... until after I was diagnosed. I never allowed myself to get excited enough, to lose control. This has been a real growth thing for me. You hear it for just a second at the first of this one - I realized I had accidentally paused the video, because I had very... SLIMY HANDS... and then I'm back. But I'll never choose to edit that off. 

Swallow.

Say aaahh... 

I tell you... getting your dick sucked with some serious tic-tac action... is an autistic wonderland. You have never stimmed, until you've stimmed down another hot neuro-diverse dude's throat. 

There's a lot of things happening in this video. There's throat-fisting. There's a diaphragm-vacuum throatfuck. When you hear me say "Hi!" at about fifteen seconds, it's this svelte, tight-bodied guy with curly dark hair and black thick-rimmed glasses, stepping into the room and watching. After a moment he agrees to take the camera. He doesn't want to be touched, but he wants a good view, and he's interested in what's going on. I make sure he's got a lot to look at. 

I talk a lot. Here, I'm talking about how I manage consent when I've taken away a guy's power of speech. I'll fill this in more later. 

"Technically, THIS is being choked to death. The thing with the hands on the neck... that's being strangled to death." And if you put your hand over his mouth, that's suffocation. They function in different ways, as far as which psychological and physiological buttons they push. With being strangled - specifically, with pressure carefully applied to the carotids to cause syncope, or fainting - it momentarily changes the blood pressure in the brain.  It's what happens in a sleeper hold. It's what happens when you stand up too fast from a hot bath, or you get sudden bad news. In that condition, you never stop having clear breathing, so the oxygen levels remain good - you get to brown out without feeling like you're over-carbon-dioxide'd. We talk (well, I talk, he just says "Glumph, gluh, bluh" as I talk and fuck him in the throat. It's fun - he kind of gets off on being objectified like this, turned into a beautiful mannequin, a display. 

Then, I get out the endoscope. This isn't a medical tool; this is the kind you buy for twenty-seven bucks on Amazon, it's mostly used for things like plumbing and auto repair, where you need to see down inside something. It has explicit warnings that it's not to go in your mouth. This is kind of like taking a crescent wrench and putting it in your asshole - you KNOW it's not a sex toy. It's what a friend of mine calls a "pervertible." She shops at Home Depot for all her kink supplies. 

There's no sound with these. You can clearly see the epiglottis - it looks kind of like the end of a shovel or a scoop, sticking up, paler peach in color and not as pink as the rest of the flesh. You see the spasm as he gags. And the thing you see that fascinates me the most - you see the oropharynx (that part before you get down to where it separates into trachea and esophagus) flush with saliva. 

It's even more clear in this one. And, you get to see the vocal folds for just a second. 

Getting the endoscope and my cock into his mouth together wasn't as easy as I figured it might be... still working on what to hold it with. I'm thinking the steel toy. 

I explore his nose just a little. 

There's a missing section in here, it took an hour and a half, we all needed a shower when it was over, and it was one of the hottest, weirdest things I've done in my weird life - but he doesn't want it recorded, so there's this odd long gap. 

When I keep talking about touching being a problem... I'm accidentally bumping the screen of my phone, shutting off the video. I hold my cock in his throat for time, counting to see if I can detect the timing of his esophageal peristalsis in response to the intrusion. I use words like bolus and distension. 

"This is pre-vomit drool."

I found out about the special before-you-puke drool... that's what this is. It's triggered along with the gag reflex, and it prepares the body in case throwing up is necessary. It's super slimy, to help you clear up whatever's ailing you... but it's also PH BUFFERED. My little geek pecker was SO hard when I read that. It's buffered with bicarbonate, the little clump of molecules that makes Alka Seltzer work... so that it can neutralize the acid in your vomit and help prevent erosion of the teeth and damage to the eyes and sinuses. You ever notice, that if you get this stuff in your eyes or up your nose, it doesn't burn like cum does? This is eye-friendly throat slime, but also your eyes are producing cocksucker tears... it's just such a beautiful symphony of nature, and I'm conducting it with my penis. 

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK542251/

At the start of this one, a new guy has stepped into the room - he records video for a while, and then Bolder sucks his dick, and then I do, and we take turns. He doesn't want his cock showing in the video, though, so you don't get to see that part. 

One of my favorite things - I make him talk with my cock in his throat. I'm a good boy. I'm a good faggot. I'm a cocksucking faggot for Daddy. And I talk about how it feels on my dick, when he's trying to speak. 

I put the Whitehead gag on him, and take a bit of video with the endoscope. 

I start ejaculating at about 1'30. It goes on for about fifty seconds. Y'all... do your Tantra homework. It pays off. It's not at a 10 for fifty seconds... but it goes up and down across the 8.5-10 range for that whole time... squirting in clumps. And I get to pull the hat trick - cumming entirely down his throat, and then gagging him with my cock to make it flood the whole back of his mouth, mixed with his throat slime. You're WELCOME, every other guy whose dick he sucked for the rest of the night... you got a little piece of me. His throat-slime will have my jism in it for the rest of the evening. He'll digest, and create antibodies to, my personal proteins. He'll record me in his cellular memory. 

I love sucking dick, too. I work on Bolder's cock, massaging it with my throat. 

He holds my head up, and I explain a little about how it feels to have your jaw stretched this way. 

And some more. 

And at the end of the night - a nice long consciousness play session.