WARNING: This entry has some race play. It's just in a couple of the videos, but it's definitely not light. It's a consensual game that I initiate when invited; it's edgy, it's intense, and it's DEFINITELY not everybody's cup of bitter brown stuff. If this brown stuff makes you bitter... please feel free to tell me all about your feelings. And I mean that both sarcastically and honestly - I would really love to hear from other BDSM folks how they feel about race play. I've heard a wide range of opinions. I've been guided in learning about this, by two beautiful Black submissive boys, who have pointed me to websites and video links and things to read. It's an entirely mental version of sex game, and the cognitive dissonance is like standing too close to an operating radial arm saw - like, if you slip and bump into something, you'll lose a limb. There's a sense of it being dangerous, of it being evil, of it being hot because it's wrong. It's ROLE PLAY. I am not racist in my own mind. I have struggled against the upbringing I had, because there was so much casual racism bandied around in workplaces, school, etc... my parents were fairly enlightened, but their parents... not so much. I've written about this before, but the entry "The Other Piggly Wiggly" hasn't gotten published yet because I'm still working out some kinks with the video.
Because it's late and I'm tired, and I really want to jerk off and go to bed, I'm going to dump a few videos in here, and then go back and write as I have time. I have done that too often, lately - and not gotten the entries always fully fleshed out. But, some times, I have these LONG grand bursts of thought that turns into an entry several pages long - and so I'm just gonna let it be what it is. I do have a lot to say about this one, though, so it will probably be elaborated fairly soon. ALSO - I'm in the process of processing the videos; I have to make sure of the content, and go through and edit some things... and decide how much I want to show. So if you come back in half an hour, refresh your screen.
This sweet boy I call Thiago. His Twitter (and, apparently, JustForFans, which I'm waiting on a link for) is @Kinky_Rican. He's a LOT of fun, and so sweet to look at. Especially as his eyes bug out when I stretch him open and deprive him of air... but that's getting ahead of myself.
Part 2 of the same bit. I put the spit part on both of them, because the limit doesn't cut that close... but I like the spit part, and this way it gets included twice.
I just ALMOST get my fist into him with spit alone, but we do need the lube. If I'd had somebody with a prolific fountain of a throat... like @BolderTheBear or Pup Bandit... so I could go back and forth... (I'm teasing, sweet boy. We'll do this again.)
This, is intense. I'm quite often in him at both ends - making him gag on my hand, so that my dick feels the spasm working its way down the GI tract like lightning. It feels SO AWESOME. There's a really cool moment that happens twice in this video - first starting at about 3:24 (the actual effect happens at 3:28) - and the second one kind of happens at 5:47 and goes off and on to about 5:54. Watch his pupils. His eyes look like something out of a sex anime. They bulge, but the iris pulls back so that the pupil occupies almost the entire space. It makes his eyes look HUGE. My physician friend says it's not something he knows the explanation for. I'm gonna have to look for some neurospicy neuroscientist.
This next one has RACE PLAY.
Just to be really clear - and it's quite clear within the video as well - this is consensual, mutually-agreed play. I'm very careful with that shit. But it makes him hot, and it makes me hot, and we have an awesome time role-playing something awful for kicks. For parody. For taking the starch out of things - because a word that can only be used in genuine hate, becomes a word with more power.
At the end of the previous video, you see us talking with the beautiful Black man who's walked up and kindly agreed to join in our little debauch - he's dark skinned, with a short natural haircut that in my mind always feels like lanolin, because of a friend's hair in college. I offer him a turn in Derek's throat. His friend says he shouldn't turn it down - and we turn off the camera and have some conversation that's none of your business, and then I turn the camera on and lay it on the little shelf, so that it gets the sound. I WISH you could see his face. FUCK it was both sweet and hot - like, he's exceptionally aroused, but he's experiencing the "Holy fuck, how is he doing that??" version that makes your eyebrows shoot up, and he's got this super-intense expressive face on. When you hear me say, "and hold it....... RIGHT?" he's made this like amazingly surprised face, like he doesn't have enough face to contain all the surprise. Apparently he hasn't been deepthroated before, or at least not properly. I wish I'd taken the opportunity to show him my own gratitude. I mean, Derek's skills are definitely next level good - but I've got a few tricks under my belt too. That hot photographer dude, if I run into you again, I'll TOTALLY suck your dick. You are fun to play with.
NOTE - this starts out with a view of a shelf, for the first couple minutes. Then, after he's enjoyed a turn, I hand him back the camera and resume fucking. It picks up like 2:56.
I lick, and finger, and then fuck his hole. Then, we go on to spanking and fucking Derek's ass, opening his hole with the Carlton Butt Clock (TM) and then drawing sigils on his prostate. Just to reiterate... I'm fictionalizing. I do not believe in the devil... or in God, for what that matters. I think that evil is done every day in the name of religion, but I know the language, and it's powerful language. It's been used against me. I literally had an intellectual conversation with Mark Jordan, who wrote "The Invention of Sodomy in Christian Theology," and the ways that they slowly turned against homosexuality, while being an acknowledged garden full of pedophiles. But I want to be really clear... if you believe that I'm actually summoning a sex demon into this boy's prostate, you need to check your feelings about belief and prayer and witchcraft... because this is PLAYING a GAME - we're pretending. Like when I pretended that kid was my brother's son. It's a fantasy. Like when that lady on the TV show died... it's not real. It's a STORY.
The actress who plays Homelander, cannot laser things in half with his eyes. I'm sorry if I'm breaking this to you for the first time.
And then I deliver a little TEDXXX talk about the wonders of polyethylene oxide lube.
Then I fuck him some, then play with his ass some more... and then put him on his knees and put the Whitehead gag on him. I like taking any hot opportunity to show how these things work, because I see people misusing them sometimes or installing them upside down.
Some of this... if I'm looking at through-line, sometimes I need to cut a minute onto both halves, if that makes sense. For the video to feel to me like it gets across what I want. And, sometimes, so that I make sure that each bit of video is cut together with a particular check-in or consent conversation. Because I want to make sure the sexy part includes the consent part.
My buddy Thiago shows up, from off being dickstracted... and I introduce his big uncut Rican dick to Derek's throat, and then we put the gag on him and take turns fucking his throat.
This is another of those you-may-see-something-twice bits. I take Derek on a really intense tour of poundtown, we do all KINDS of kinky things to his butthole, like playing butthole-tug-of-war, where you put in two fingers, and I put in two fingers, and we stretch him open like Sheila na Gig. He looks pretty doing it.
This gets a little intense. Thiago fucks Derek, I choke him with my hand and dick, then I spank his hole, then I choke him out a little. In a nutshell. I really need to watch it and write thoughtfully, but this isn't the night. The thing that I'm trying to catch on camera, I do see happening... but the light is frustrating. Thiago can certainly feel them on his hand, and later, his dick.
Thiago works open Derek's hole with his hands, while I fuck him in the throat and hold until he gags and bucks. Then we dance around a variety of double-fuck and man-over-man options.
I have Thiago take the head end - gagging him while I'm fingering him open, so I can feel (and hopefully see... you see it happen at least once, right before where I smack him) when his butthole clenches with a gag.
Thiago turns to me and says, "How's my little friend over here?" touching my dick... and I say, "He needs more keeeses."
This next one, has RACE PLAY in it again. He says the word, once. And I draw sigils on his prostate with my fingertips to summon a demon into his butthole. It hangs out there, insatiable, for the rest of the night.
My body is tired and being a little reticent to get off all the way... so I have the talented Thiago work my prostate while I jerk an orgasm out of my cock. It's an intense one, although not as splashy as some.
This is Nick, @RawPersianPig. He's a lot of fun, too. It's been a fun night. He kind of helps me round out my evening. I like that kind of hog-grunting burping noise... he's belching up air that I've fucked into his throat. He keeps doing it. I love a sperm-burping cocksucker.
This last bit - it's ten minutes long, and it starts with me demonstrating, using his penis, the specific ways I'd like him to serve my cock - and ends with me fucking him while I gag him with my fist in his throat. It's a HOT ten minutes. If you have a bottom who's up for getting gagged at the same time as getting fucked, it's an ASTONISHING sensation... every time he spasms, his butthole squeezes my dick. If you get a chance to try this... DO EEET.
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