One-sided conversations

I like having conversations in advance... considerable conversations. I'm a writer. I express myself well through words like that. I think that my educational perspective is fairly unique... I genuinely feel like it's awesome for guys to learn this stuff, and I know how to make it happen easier and better for both of us. I've been having a conversation with a literal horny sailor, and he's talking about wanting to explore more of his submissive side. If things go well, I may end up fucking him. Probably also beating his sweet-looking muscular ass. But I started chatting with him about a particular thing I particularly enjoy, and the conversation on his side dropped off. This can mean that someone has just gotten busy or lost signal - but it can also mean they've freaked out and stopped responding, because honestly, I know I can be a lot when I'm texting. So after he stopped replying, I kept going - and I'll post this here. Maybe there will be a hot follow-up. Maybe there won't. This happens. For me, the conversations we've had so far are a beautiful erotic experience in their own right, and I'm happy either way. Of COURSE I'll be happier with him snogging my hog... but if that doesn't happen, I've enjoyed yanking his chain and my own with words. 

So, this is what I told him. We'll see if he was busy, or freaked out. 

When a bottom gags hard and pukes slime on my dick... There's not a sex act hotter than this for me.

https://manporn.xxx/videos/3373123/masters-of-deepthroating/

Not only is he in considerable discomfort on my account, he is totally physically submitted to me, literally choosing my dick over his own need to breathe. I love fucking ass, but that's something special.

And it gets even more extreme in terms of sensation when he actually goes through the motions of vomiting. Your throat convulses when you retch, and it's like having your cock inside one of those fuckable toys with all the squeezing... But it's slick muscle and the surprisingly textured back of your tongue. Most guys, the back of the tongue has such pronounced bumps, it's like a cock massager built for purpose. Here's an anatomical drawing. The texture on the actual tongue is called the vallate papillae; they are there to help you swallow things. I also think of them as frenulum polishers. There are also the lingual tonsils, which are lumpy and fleshy and relatively soft, like tiny meaty pillows. Basically everything from the back of the mouth to the eipglottis is a wonderland ride for my penis. I like reaching my hand in there, too, when a hot pig can let me do it. Watching the look in his eyes as he realizes I'm going to hold my hand there until he passes out or vomits, is intense. There's a physiological panic aspect that is difficult to override, and I can take him to that edge again, and again, and again. It's like a rollercoaster ride, or a scary movie - it's a dangerous-appearing thing that gives you a thrill and a bit of a scare that you can enjoy and get off on. 

They sell Fleshlights with this texture. Fucking it is DELICIOUS. See that part with all the nubbles? That's the back of your tongue.  The website copy for the Fleshlight texture says things like "delivers an intense level of stimulation and an explosive climax." I have to agree. 

But when your body actually tries to vomit, and you are empty and just bring up slime... You naturally kind of scream when you vomit, to keep the chunks out of your lungs. Think of the sound you make when you puke. There's voice in it usually. So you're literally screaming into my cock, and it makes a buzzing voice vibration, plus the air of your scream, which kind of bubbles around the glans and shaft of my engorged cock like a very specialized jacuzzi. It doesn't come out as a scream, of course, because I've got you plugged up like a trumpet with a mute in it. It comes out as this gagging whimper sound. And the neurochemistry of that physiological state of near-panic from breathlessness makes you high as fuck, and that's ONE reason why guys want more, why they come back. The main reason is I am taking them there, making them feel used, and controlled, and violated, and humiliated in front of the men gathered around the shower masturbating... And they know I'm safe, and I'm a Dom top and not a monster, and I can take them as far as they want and I make it sound like I'm raping his throat whether he wants it or not - BUT, and this is the key BUT, he can make it stop at any time with a simple manual gesture we've discussed in advance. The right kind of guy, this is a SERIOUS turn-on. Even if he never gets hard. 

So, that chat conversation kind of turned into a blog post with a plan. What I really want to do soon, is get decent video of me explaining all that, with the retching and the vallate papillae and the lingual tonsils...  as I'm making a boy puke the sweet clear slime on my dick.

Like saying that whole long chunk, DURING the throat fuck. This is so, SO geeky-hot for me. Plus... the part where the hot guy is swallowing my salami, what's not to love about that? 

[these times refer to the video linked above: Masters of Deepthroating]

Check the scene with the Jennings gag at 32:44. I've been seriously considering getting either a Jennings gag with the ratchet, or something like a spider gag. Something to keep your fucking teeth out of the way so I can get to your goodies, and choke you painfully with my cock, without getting my dick nicked. It's usually not a matter of "watch your teeth," so much as "try your best to keep out of my way while I'm working" - I'm not having guys scrape me with their teeth, so much as I am ramming my cock into their incisors as I try to angle things to get back to the very back. The happy place. It's my own damned fault, I know. But still, something to separate my sodomy from your dentistry would be awesome. 

Max Adonis is a paragon of gagging deepthroat. Watch him at 10:29. I love doing that. I got a stopwatch. I want to start training someone for time... I know shit about why you have to breathe, about how breathing works, about the ways you can conquer air hunger at least for a little while. If a cocksucker can do the deliberate slight hyperventilation to blow off CO2, he doesn't need to breathe for a surprisingly long time. I bet that Filipino boy can go a minute after a few days practice with the breath holds; he literally went from ten seconds to more like forty, after just two rounds of me explaining. I can do ninety seconds breathless with ease; this is not an extreme amount. 

I use a Wim Hof breathing meditation, every morning. It's also awesome for pushing a pulse of cortisol that helps act as a Zeitgeber (time-giver) to your circadian rhythm, and it helps increase mitochondrial density, both of which are excellent things for your health. This is the one I like for AM: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tybOi4hjZFQ

I haven't done long breath hold with cock in my throat. That's just inhumane. I mean, I'll do it to other guys. But it's just not nice. And I'm seriously impressed with boys who can hold it deep in their throats and swallow. The larynx rides up and down across the sensitive underside of my glans, squeezing and sucking and rubbing. This is a SKILL, and more guys should learn it. I can do that one pretty well, although I can't quite handle it as rough as I like to give it to these beautiful boys. 

I'm watching this compilation video: https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/718184/fags-who-gag-7/

There's an extended clip in it, starts about 29:12. This ginger-blond guy with a shaved head is getting his throat fucked, aggressively and repeatedly. And his body is clearly in full fight-or-flight mode; he's Team Sympathetic Activation all the way, to the point where he's shaking. He literally trembles. But he just keeps submitting. And you can watch him master himself - he's really, really good at it - he's basically psychologically overpowering his body's physiological responses. Again and again. 

I don't expect you to do all this stuff right off. But this is what I masturbate to.

If I can get video of my dick doing that to your throat (and especially if you're willing to let me post it in my blog) you will definitely earn extra milkings. I do this zig-zag and then side-swipe and then front-to-back thing with your prostate with the tip of my fuck-you finger; I've had more than a couple of guys ejaculate without even getting hard. This is extra fun to do to a boy with his cock caged.